latest update...about me. yeah, just in case, you want to know. ^^

salam wbt.

alhamdulillah untuk segala nikmat, dan segala yg dikecapi selama 22 tahun hidup ini. (':

i'm still new in the 22's club. heee~

latest update from me, dah masuk third year as mechanical engineering student at tohoku university, sendai.

have been assigned to Takeda's lab. and start segala research. btw, maybe ramai xtaw, im a mechanical engineering student, dalam course designing system, and untuk lebih specific, majoring dalam material and evaluation. so basically, i punya lab buat research pasal ketahanan power plant dari segi material. ada dua jenis power plant yg lab ni buat research, satu nuclear power plant, satu lagi yg guna fossil fuel. well, not bad. walaupun i punya minat lebih kepada nuclear itself, nuclear energy tu, bukan power plant semuaa, but it's not that bad. yang terbaik yang Allah beri adalah yang di sini. labmate pon sgt welcoming, sensei is cool, and kind, and young. haha.
and seniors also great. the type of person yang say hye dekat org. haaa~ yang tak biarkan kita blur sorang2. everything about my lab is great, for now, alhamdulillah.

and pasal study pulak, mmg makin busy. sangat. keluar rumah pukul 7 pagi, balik pon mmg tiap2 hari lewat. paling awal 7, paling lewat 9.30 malam. sigh~ x tahulaa nak bahagi masa macam mana..

dengan part time job lagi. TT and engineering drawing class(you know how much time it took to finish one!), and programming yg mmg lumrahnya cik fatihin ni laaa yg akan duduk 6-8jam depan komputer, and 2 experiments which means 2 lab reports in a week. itu x masuk lagi assignment2 untuk 8subject yang i ambik this semester, and plus, since dah masuk lab, kena pandai2 laaa dok p menonjolkan muka dekat lab sendirik or else mmg kena perli la dgn sensei nanti, pastu dgn research and stuff, and presentation untuk research yg dah ada tarikh, tapi research punya temaaa pon i x sempat tengok lagi.

and yeah, my life is not only about all that, ada jugak tanggungjawab2 lain kann. tanggungjawab as housemate, tanggungjawab one of the malaysian community in japan, in sendai, tanggungjawab g usrah n banyak lagi lahhh...

and disebabkan itulah i have decided to drop programming subject, and stop doing part time job. drop klas programing boleh la save 6-8 jam. pastu stop part time job ajar english. i ada 4 student, tapi tulah, nak stopkan 2 orang, walaupun rasa bersalah gilaaaaa, tapi well, i dah send email cakap x nak mengajar dah, tapi no reply. mmg bikin rasa bersalah gilaaaa ~.~

seriously, susah kot nak buat keputusan kan. dah umur 22 pon, still rasaa macam ahhhhh, WHY I HAVE TO DECIDE THIS AND THAT??  centu kannn. ia sgt menganggu fikiran okay. i mmg x boleh, x sukaa laaa bila kena buat keputusan. time engineering drawing punya class pon lukisan mmg senget benget habis sbb sambil dok garis dok fikir "patut ke drop klas programming?" "betul ke pilihan yg dibuat ni?"

tapi alhamdulillah, i have made up my mind. will drop klas programming, and kurangkan buat part time job. there you go, pasni tengok ada improvement dak dari segi pembahagian masa. sobss TT
sebab serius i x happy dengan keadaan sekarang....tapi ada akhawat ni cakap "BUSY TU KAN SATU NIKMAT"... tapi, i takut laa kalau busy yang menjauhkan kita dari Allah...xnak xnak xnak. takottt~

okaylah, dahlah, saja update sikit sbb mcm lama dah x update. sorry.

nah lah sekeping gambar, untuk sapa yang rindu cik fin kat blog ni. hii~ gambar ramai2 la tapi. XD